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the pathway glow

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I'll take them to school.
Does he know the way? Probably not.

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Morning, Mrs Buchanan.
Hello, Lauren.

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You dropping off -
that's a surprise.

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This is C, remember? There.

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The strings are
just digging into you.

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(GASPS)

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Someone from the church
has said that you are

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involved in an inappropriate
relationship with Hazel Buchanan.

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You animal! How could you?!

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As of now, me and the children
are financially independent.

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My father's taken care of us.

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He's leaving me his house

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and he's been very generous.

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If you were to leave Trevor,

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would he survive it?

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He said he'd die
if I ever left.

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What about Lesley?
She's lost the will to live.

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Get out. Get out!

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She's already tried
to take her own life once.

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I kept it a secret,
for her sake.

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Now, what if we could help
end their suffering?

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Humanely.

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That'd never work.

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(RAIN PATTERS)

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(CLOCK TICKS)

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(DOOR SHUTS)

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How would it work?

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You'll need to alert me
when Trevor's off duty.

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(EXHALES)

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And he'll have to have been sedated.

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If we get caught, my life would
be over. I'd drive off a cliff.

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Nobody is gonna catch us.

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It's God's wish that we be together.

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It's the best way.

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Lesley and Trevor
will be in heaven soon,

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and they'll be happier there.

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(GROANS)

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Which one are you eating, Dan?

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Are you not going to put
your hat on?

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OK?

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Well, birthday boy.

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Big present ready?
Ah, yeah, almost.

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I'll just go and get it.

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(TOY SQUEAKS)

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(CHILDREN'S CONVERSATION)

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Right, shall we do the cake?
ALL: Yeah!

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Thanks for coming.
Bye. Bye.

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Bye. Bye.
Where are you going?

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Where are you going?
Mum, where are you going?

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Mum? Where are you going?
She's probably going to the shops.

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She's just going to the shops,
aye, exactly. Come on.

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Back in, please.

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A lot of tidying to do now.

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(CHILDREN LAUGH)

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NEWSREADER: ..the start of talks on
Northern Ireland's political future
which begin next week.

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(CAR PULLS UP)

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(DOOR SHUTS)

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You OK?

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(EXHALES)

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(PHONE RINGS ONCE)

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Is he home?

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Yes.

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Has he taken a sleeping pill?

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Y-yes.

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Tonight's on. We're going to do it.

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 .

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 .

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(ENGINE STARTS)

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(ENGINE CONTINUES RUNNING)

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(COUGHS)

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00:13:06.800 --> 00:13:08.960 align:middle line:-2
(COUGHS)

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Matthew.

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(COUGHS)

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(MUFFLED) Matthew! Matthew!

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Matthew!

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(SCREAMS)

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(PANTS)

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(ENGINE STOPS)

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00:14:01.800 --> 00:14:03.960 align:middle line:-2
(DOG BARKS IN DISTANCE)

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(PANTS)

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(PHONE RINGS ONCE)

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I finished with Lesley.

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'Is everything ready?

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Is he asleep?'
Yeah.

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Is the garage clear?
It will be.

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I'm coming round now.

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(DIALLING TONE)

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(BREATHES HEAVILY)

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(SOFT INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC)

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(MUSIC OFF)

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Is that Lesley?
Mm-hm.

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Go and check on Trevor again.

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Go on.

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(ENGINE STARTS)

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(COUGHS)

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00:20:27.960 --> 00:20:29.960 align:middle line:-2
(COUGHS)

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00:20:34.960 --> 00:20:36.960 align:middle line:-2
(COUGHS)

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(GROANS)

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(BANGING)

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(GRUNTS)

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(BREATHES HEAVILY)

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00:21:18.960 --> 00:21:20.960 align:middle line:-2
(COUGHS)

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00:21:23.960 --> 00:21:25.960 align:middle line:-2
(GAGS)

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(COUGHS)

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(ENGINE STOPS)

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(WHEEZES AND COUGHS)

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(CONTINUES COUGHING)

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(COUGHS)

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(Clothes.)

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00:22:09.960 --> 00:22:11.960 align:middle line:-2
(Hazel.)

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00:22:17.960 --> 00:22:20.000 align:middle line:-2
(COUGHS)

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Open the windows.

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Keep the curtains closed.

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Get rid of that.

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00:23:02.960 --> 00:23:04.960 align:middle line:-2
Make sure you vacuum the whole house.

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00:23:04.960 --> 00:23:06.960 align:middle line:-2
Wash the bed linen.

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Open as many windows as you can.

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I'll do the door.
OK.

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 .

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 .

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00:26:23.960 --> 00:26:27.960 align:middle line:-2
(STRAINS)

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00:26:27.960 --> 00:26:29.960 align:middle line:-2
(PANTS)

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00:26:35.960 --> 00:26:37.960 align:middle line:-2
(STRAINS)

126
00:27:16.960 --> 00:27:18.960 align:middle line:-2
(PANTS)

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00:27:32.960 --> 00:27:34.960 align:middle line:-2
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

128
00:28:02.160 --> 00:28:04.320 align:middle line:-2
(STRAINS)

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00:28:40.960 --> 00:28:42.960 align:middle line:-2
(INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC PLAYS)

130
00:28:53.960 --> 00:28:55.960 align:middle line:-2
(ENGINE STARTS)

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00:29:41.960 --> 00:29:43.960 align:middle line:-2
(MUSIC CONTINUES)

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my Lord

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00:30:31.320 --> 00:30:34.960 align:middle line:-2


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00:31:18.640 --> 00:31:22.960 align:middle line:-3

my Lord

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00:31:22.960 --> 00:31:26.960 align:middle line:-2


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00:31:26.960 --> 00:31:28.960 align:middle line:-2
(BABY CRIES)

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00:31:31.960 --> 00:31:33.960 align:middle line:-2
(PANTS)

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00:31:55.320 --> 00:31:57.480 align:middle line:-2
(PHONE RINGS)

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00:32:01.960 --> 00:32:03.960 align:middle line:-3
Hello?
Listen, I've got a bump on the head,

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00:32:03.960 --> 00:32:08.480 align:middle line:-3
so the story has to be
that you heard Trevor - Hold on.

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00:32:08.480 --> 00:32:10.480 align:middle line:-2
Hey, come here.

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00:32:10.480 --> 00:32:12.640 align:middle line:-2
It's OK, it's OK.

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00:32:12.640 --> 00:32:14.800 align:middle line:-2
Lie down. Shhh.

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00:32:16.960 --> 00:32:19.960 align:middle line:-3
The story has to be
that you heard Trevor and Lesley

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00:32:19.960 --> 00:32:23.960 align:middle line:-2
in your house at about three, OK?

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00:32:23.960 --> 00:32:25.960 align:middle line:-2
Did I speak with them?

149
00:32:25.960 --> 00:32:29.960 align:middle line:-2
No. You stayed in bed.

150
00:32:29.960 --> 00:32:31.960 align:middle line:-3
Shhh-shhh-shhh-shhh.
(BABY CRIES)

151
00:32:31.960 --> 00:32:33.960 align:middle line:-2
'It's all right, it's all right.'

152
00:32:33.960 --> 00:32:37.320 align:middle line:-3
Colin... Just stick to the story.
Everything will be fine.

153
00:32:37.320 --> 00:32:39.480 align:middle line:-2
(DIALLING TONE)

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00:32:47.960 --> 00:32:51.320 align:middle line:-2
Shhhhhh. Shhhhhh.

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00:32:51.320 --> 00:32:53.640 align:middle line:-2
(HUMS)

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00:32:53.640 --> 00:32:57.960 align:middle line:-3

for the Bible tells me...

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00:33:34.960 --> 00:33:36.960 align:middle line:-2
Oh, hello, Derek, it's Colin here.

158
00:33:36.960 --> 00:33:39.320 align:middle line:-3
I'm sorry to bother you
so early in the morning.

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00:33:39.320 --> 00:33:41.960 align:middle line:-2
I'm just a bit concerned.

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00:33:41.960 --> 00:33:43.960 align:middle line:-2
Lesley's disappeared.

161
00:33:46.480 --> 00:33:48.320 align:middle line:-2
I think she's with Trevor.

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00:33:48.320 --> 00:33:50.960 align:middle line:-2
It's too sweet.

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00:33:50.960 --> 00:33:53.960 align:middle line:-3
I don't know why
you don't like it.

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00:33:53.960 --> 00:33:55.960 align:middle line:-2
Do you know what's gross?

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00:33:55.960 --> 00:33:58.960 align:middle line:-2
Chocolate with banana.

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00:33:58.960 --> 00:34:01.960 align:middle line:-3
It's really not.
It's absolutely disgusting.

167
00:34:01.960 --> 00:34:04.960 align:middle line:-2
It's really nice.

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00:34:04.960 --> 00:34:06.960 align:middle line:-2
(DOORBELL RINGS)

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00:34:14.960 --> 00:34:16.800 align:middle line:-2
Hilary?

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00:34:16.800 --> 00:34:19.960 align:middle line:-2
Hazel, Colin's just called Derek.

171
00:34:19.960 --> 00:34:23.960 align:middle line:-3
We heard that Trevor's gone
missing with Lesley in the night.

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00:34:23.960 --> 00:34:27.960 align:middle line:-3
Is he here?
He wasn't here when I woke up.

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00:34:27.960 --> 00:34:29.960 align:middle line:-2
Can I come in?

174
00:34:29.960 --> 00:34:31.960 align:middle line:-2
Yeah.

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00:34:33.960 --> 00:34:35.960 align:middle line:-2
(CHILDREN CONTINUE TALKING)

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00:34:40.960 --> 00:34:43.960 align:middle line:-2
No. No, you broke it.

177
00:34:43.960 --> 00:34:45.960 align:middle line:-2
Look...

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00:34:48.960 --> 00:34:51.960 align:middle line:-2
I built that up myself.

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00:34:51.960 --> 00:34:53.960 align:middle line:-2
Where are you going to find this?

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00:34:53.960 --> 00:34:56.960 align:middle line:-2
(CHILDREN CONTINUE CHATTING)

181
00:35:01.960 --> 00:35:03.960 align:middle line:-2
Any news?

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00:35:07.960 --> 00:35:09.960 align:middle line:-2
(DOORBELL RINGS)

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00:35:22.960 --> 00:35:24.960 align:middle line:-3
I'm so sorry.
I've got some bad news.

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00:35:31.960 --> 00:35:34.960 align:middle line:-2
Colin...

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00:35:34.960 --> 00:35:38.800 align:middle line:-2
I'm...terribly sorry to say

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00:35:38.800 --> 00:35:41.960 align:middle line:-2
that Lesley has been found,

187
00:35:41.960 --> 00:35:44.960 align:middle line:-2
and Trevor too.

188
00:35:44.960 --> 00:35:48.960 align:middle line:-3
And I'm afraid it appears that
they've taken their own lives.

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00:35:48.960 --> 00:35:50.960 align:middle line:-2
What?

190
00:35:50.960 --> 00:35:52.960 align:middle line:-2
How?

191
00:35:52.960 --> 00:35:54.960 align:middle line:-2
They were in your car.

192
00:35:54.960 --> 00:35:56.960 align:middle line:-2
Inside her father's garage.

193
00:36:00.960 --> 00:36:02.960 align:middle line:-2
It was...

194
00:36:04.320 --> 00:36:06.480 align:middle line:-2
..carbon monoxide poisoning.

195
00:36:08.960 --> 00:36:10.960 align:middle line:-2
Are you sure?

196
00:36:11.960 --> 00:36:13.960 align:middle line:-2
Are you sure it wasn't an accident?

197
00:36:13.960 --> 00:36:15.960 align:middle line:-2
Colin, I'm so very, very sorry.

198
00:36:18.480 --> 00:36:20.960 align:middle line:-3
Shall we offer a prayer
for her soul?

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00:36:20.960 --> 00:36:22.960 align:middle line:-2
Yes, let's do that.

200
00:36:25.960 --> 00:36:27.960 align:middle line:-2
No.

201
00:36:29.960 --> 00:36:31.960 align:middle line:-2
I need to tell the children first.

202
00:36:35.960 --> 00:36:37.960 align:middle line:-2
Lauren?

203
00:36:37.960 --> 00:36:39.960 align:middle line:-2
Matthew?

204
00:36:47.160 --> 00:36:49.960 align:middle line:-3
I'm afraid the Pastor's
got some very bad news.

205
00:37:05.960 --> 00:37:07.960 align:middle line:-2
Trevor's been found dead, Hazel.

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00:37:09.960 --> 00:37:12.960 align:middle line:-2
In a car, with Lesley.

207
00:37:16.960 --> 00:37:18.960 align:middle line:-2
It seems they took their own lives.

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00:37:22.960 --> 00:37:24.960 align:middle line:-2
(SOBS)

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00:37:40.960 --> 00:37:42.960 align:middle line:-2
 .

210
00:37:43.960 --> 00:37:45.960 align:middle line:-2
 .

211
00:37:45.960 --> 00:37:48.960 align:middle line:-2
Hazel?

212
00:37:48.960 --> 00:37:50.960 align:middle line:-2
Are you OK to talk to the police?

213
00:37:53.160 --> 00:37:56.800 align:middle line:-3
Detective Inspector Hutchinson,
Mrs Buchanan.

214
00:37:56.800 --> 00:37:58.320 align:middle line:-2
I'm very sorry about your husband.

215
00:37:58.320 --> 00:38:00.960 align:middle line:-3
He was a fine officer
and a great loss to the force.

216
00:38:03.960 --> 00:38:06.960 align:middle line:-3
I appreciate
this is a difficult time for you,

217
00:38:06.960 --> 00:38:09.960 align:middle line:-3
but I have a few questions.
Is that OK?

218
00:38:09.960 --> 00:38:11.960 align:middle line:-2
Yes.

219
00:38:11.960 --> 00:38:14.960 align:middle line:-3
And is there any reason,
do you think,

220
00:38:14.960 --> 00:38:17.160 align:middle line:-3
why Trevor might have
taken his own life?

221
00:38:22.960 --> 00:38:24.960 align:middle line:-2
Well...

222
00:38:24.960 --> 00:38:28.960 align:middle line:-2
we had problems in our marriage.

223
00:38:31.960 --> 00:38:33.960 align:middle line:-2
I...

224
00:38:33.960 --> 00:38:37.960 align:middle line:-3
I'd had an affair
with Lesley's husband.

225
00:38:39.960 --> 00:38:41.960 align:middle line:-2
Trevor just couldn't get over it.

226
00:38:43.960 --> 00:38:45.960 align:middle line:-2
Maybe...

227
00:38:45.960 --> 00:38:48.960 align:middle line:-2
it was also the job.

228
00:38:49.960 --> 00:38:52.960 align:middle line:-3
You know?
Yes,

229
00:38:52.960 --> 00:38:55.960 align:middle line:-2
I understand it takes its toll.

230
00:38:55.960 --> 00:38:59.960 align:middle line:-3
So what do you remember
of last night?

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00:38:59.960 --> 00:39:01.960 align:middle line:-2
Well...

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I was wakened, very late.

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What time would you say?

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Well...

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I think it would have been
around three or four, maybe...

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I heard...

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Trevor talking a while
in the hallway with Lesley.

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I recognised her voice.

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Then they were gone.

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Did you not go out and talk to them,
see what was going on?

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She and I aren't really
on speaking terms.

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I haven't been seeing her husband
for months, but...

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it's still very difficult.

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Yes, that's true.

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Hazel and I
had been having an affair.

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It ended six months ago.

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But Trevor couldn't get over
what had happened.

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He was still so angry.

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He came round last night
and it got a bit out of hand.

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He sort of went for me
and I got a bump on the head here.

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But then I calmed him down.

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He apologised.

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Then he left and I went back to bed.

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And do you know what Lesley did?

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I thought she'd stayed up drinking.

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Since her dad died,
she'd taken to sleeping on the sofa.

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So it wasn't till this morning, when
I woke up, that I knew she was gone.

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Which aroused your concern?

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Yes, especially...

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..when I read this.

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"Dear Colin,
I'm just trying to go to sleep now.

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How long for I don't know.

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Thank you for all your help
over the past few days

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and for the good times
in our marriage.

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If I wake up in the morning,
let this be our secret."

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Sir.

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Can we take it with us?
Oh, yeah, of course, please do.

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Um...

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What "help" was she referring to,
Mr Howell?

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Erm...well, you know,

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her father dying
such a short while before.

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Er...

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I did what I could.

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But obviously not enough.

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I blame myself.

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She tried to...

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kill herself before, you see, but...

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I never thought
she'd actually go through with it.

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Jim, I'm so sorry.

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(WHISPERS OF CONDOLENCE)

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I'm very sorry.

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Condolences.

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He was a real credit to the force.

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Why did you do it, son? Hm?

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Why didn't you come to me?

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Why didn't you come to me?

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You OK?

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Hazel, can I have a quick word,
please?

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Perhaps just go through there.

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Let's go in there.

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I won't be a moment.

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Chris. Andy.

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As her brother,

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I'm sure she'd have wanted you
to have this.

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It was the actual music she was
listening to on her Walkman

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when she passed away.

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No. No.

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OK.

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Come on, you.
Let's go and hand those out.

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You're doing a good job.

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Thanks very much for having us.

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Pastor, I really appreciate
the church's support

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during our hour of need.

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I'll just be a second.

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Colin, the elders and I
have been thinking

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that once this is all done,

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that you would maybe find yourself
more welcome at another church,

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if you understand me.
What? Please.

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Now I have - Pastor, please.
What about the children?

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The children have - I have said
the same to Hazel and she's agreed.

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She also said
she never wishes to see you again.

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Really?

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Colin, it is my belief

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that you are wholly responsible
for this terrible tragedy.

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What are you saying, Pastor?

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I simply cannot accept that Lesley
would have abandoned the children.

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Andy. Derek.

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subtitles by Deluxe

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